In heart ♥

Outpouring of people

Sometimes I think if my protector of the world has not expected me, if indeed you not wanted why is it still maintained, if indeed there is no one who is unable to support me then just abandon me, my life, my world, need not be cared for anymore.I really am not what you want to be but I still try to do that. I don't know what I can do anymore, I want to give up on life and I really want to complain why you keeping me ...Dispose of me in your obligation if I only become a burden to you.I really want to shout who I am for you?Sorry I am not perfect, not as you expectedThank you for being everything to me, my life, and to the world that I have. If you leave me, then who am I?If you don't expect me why are you taking care of me? What do I live for?God what should I do about it? I'm just a normal human being?I was tired of everything I experiencedGod I believe that you did not give a trial above the will of his servant